I woke up this morning from an anxiety dream about my missing out on things. My first thought was to talk to my friends so they could tell me what the dream meant, as the belief was present that I couldn’t know myself. Instead of looking outside of myself first, I wrote the dream down. That process brought out detail that was hidden in the wave of anxiety and emotion I woke up with. A lot of the dream is absurdly funny, and the last image of it was empowering – my being fully alert and prepared while wearing boots and a watch (neither of which I ever wear).
Then, I connected with Saint Germain, who offered the simple reminder of “Let us help you”, which illuminated that in the dream I was trying to do everything myself, which was futile and overwhelming. From this dream I see that what is being asked of me is this: Ask for and allow help; See the tasks I have to do today like they are already done; Let everything be simple; and Shower everything with gratitude.
Out of this process, the charge of fear is gone, replaced by a sense of peace. Spiritual work is about self awareness and community. So I will tell my friends the details of the dream, but from a space of gathering more information. I will tell it to them and ask what they see. They know me well and can point out any patterns and beliefs present that I may not have noticed.